HEAD UUT 2010

Merry Christmas!!

2009

Siin Ameerikas on selline komme, et kirjutatakse oma loppevast aastast...tavaliselt kiidetakse suure suuga lapsi ja iseennast ja koiki oma ettevotmisi ja kordaminekuid ja koik see kolab yks suur perfektsus....ma motlesin et teen seda ka, sest ma olen selline sklerootik, kellel vahel laheb eelneva nadalavahetuse tegemine ka meelest........siis siit on hea vaadata mis tehtud ja mis teoksil....ja aeg laheb nii ruttu ja ma votan kohati liiga palju ette ka......
siis jalle olen koguaeg ja suurema osa ajast vasind...
viimasel ajal on olnud oma tool vaga raske, kuna opin nii palju uusi ja tahtsaid asju ning siis tulen koju voi soidan LA-sse ja teen tolketoid, filmitoimetamise stuudiole voi kellelegi teisele voi siis olen ennast lubanud jalle mone artikkli kirjutama.
Nyyd siis on kaes 2009 aasta joulud ja aasta hakkabki kohe kohe kohe monetuhande kellatiksu parast otsa saama......
maailm on kahjuks ikka majandusega pohjas, kuigi onneks ei ole ma pidanud seda vaga palju kannatama......selles suhtes on siiamaani vist toeliselt vedanud....muretsema paneb kohati ikka, sest iial ei tea..
Aasta ikkagi algas mulle suurest operatsioonist paranemisega ja 90% paranemine oli alles vast apriilikuuks.
kuigi 2 kuud peale operatsiooni olin ma juba suusamagedel, pidin ma seal moned laskumised ikka vahele jatma ja olin juba kl 7 ohtul omadega taitsa labi.
Peale selle suusareisi ja too ja vabariigi aastapaeva ja synnipaeva ei maletagi nyyd kevadest vaga palju.....
mingil ajal igatahes ostsin piletid Eestisse, see vist oli mai alguses ja sain Eestis seekord veeta peaaegu kuu aega. Maja juures sai niipalju ette voetud ja kuna see reis iseenesest on juba nii kallis, siis tagasitulles elasin kohe paar kuud peost suhu, nii et vend isegi mulle ykskord $$ 100 sotsiaalabi pidi annetama:)
Eesti reisist ma siin olen kirjutanud ja see oli nii kiire ja nii lobus ja tore jne jne et jargmine aasta tahan kindlasti uuesti minna Juunis ja Juulis, kui on koige ilusam ja valgem aeg.
Samuti oli siis venna pulm ja saigi jalle tagsi lenneldud ja toole ja California kuuma paikese ja sooja ookeani rypes suveloppu veetes.
Sygis laks nii ruttu, sest sygisel on HAlloween ja Thanksgiving ja JOuluettevalmistused ja nyyd kiire tool ja tolketood.
Pyyan ikka spordiga tegeleda ja aasta lopebki jalle Utah osariigis maailma parimates suusakuurortites.
Sygisel sai ka kaidud imeilusas Yosemite rahvuspargis ja matkatud nii et ei saand parast nadal aega kaia ning kuhu kevadel kindlasti tagasi tahaks minna ja Sequoia rahvuspargis, kus oli tunne nagu vanajumala selja taga oleks. Magirajoonid on IMELISED ma elaks hea meelega magedes.......
ongi kokkuvotvalt koik......palju toist tegemist ja kyllaldaselt meelelahutust ja loodust ka sekka ja nii see elu veereb...

Yosemite fall 2009

September Swimming

can see how long this year holds

my paintings...

i was sleeping+reading most of the day if not to count the massage i got in the AM and then i guess became relaxed enough and inspired to continue with my paintings, Eyores i started 5 yrs ago:):):)

trying to lose some weight, trying very hard, but Estonian candies r sooo goood

Ilus August

Reede ohtul peale rasket toonadalat on hea minna kuskile ilusa vaatega kohta ja juua moni margarita,,,,

toredad suvepaevad

vetelpaastja tuli tana scotti paastma lainetest, ma vaatsin et mis nyyd toimub.......selgus et hoopis ajas kellegagi sassi, aga igakjuhuks ikka luges opetussonad peale ja siis hoikan mina, et hoopis mind peab paastma, kui peab, sest tema on siin 40 a ujund.....
mitte veel mainida, et kas ma ei tahtnud mainida, et ma olen aus maksumaksja ja tootan suures globaalses kompaniis, see on sisenali, kes teab see saab aru hahahha
aga, parast raakisin yhe saksa onuga juttu, kes oli kohe meie korval ja kellel olid muidugi speedod jalas, s.t. et need seksikad meeste bikiinid....mida EU-s kantakse aga siin mitte
oli oma nelja lapsega , lapsed a 12-17 a vanad USA-s neljanadalasel puhkusel, viimast paeva veetmas.
ma ei kysind kahjuks et mis tood teeb, sest mul oli vaja kurta ikka kuidas venelased eestlaste vastu halvad on jne jne hahahhaha
ikka kiita kui hasti eestis koik on jne
ta ei arvand et eestis nii vaga hasti on aga ma ikka pyydsin teda vastupidises veenda.
pidi ikka ka heal jarjel mees olema, et tulla nelja lapsega USA-sse pikale puhkusele, kurtis kyll et siin Laguna Beachil on hirmus kallis et isegi San Fran odavam.

Jess' Bday

can't believe it's August but the ocean is super warm

Honest weekend for an Honest taxpayer AKA my blackberry takes quite good pics

cute moments from my baby brothers wedding

So-Cal Summer Fun

Are you freakin' kidding me...

tell me his face does not say that......."r u freakin kidding me, u r still taking photos of me?" it's when i took like many pics of him and he gave me this look.....its so funny, he is like a human, he can really understand and his facial expression can speak to you..

MY Ride

and here is my ride this time, new Mazda 6 and i forgot to mention, that same tank of gas was in Estonia $$ 80 and here it is $$ 30, feels great hahahha

KVALITEETAEG EESTIS

olen juba viimased moned korrad kirjutanud kokkuvotteid oma Eesti puhkustest, aus maksumaksja nagu ma olen, arateenitud puhkust oma kaunil kodumaal veetmas kainud ja lootnud alati vaga roomsalt aega veeta. Nyyd tagasi siin, kus saan igal hommikul 120 km/h toole kihutada ja parast vasitavad paevatood jalle koju magama ja siis jalle hommikul oma kontoris laua taga, et tunda ennast nagu robot, ja nagu et ood ei oleksi vahepeal old.
Igatahes, jalle siin, kus lastakse jalakaia yletee ja ei soideta yle....ja kus teed on suured ja laiad ja ei pea kellegi eest teeperve mooda soitma ja kus restoranis ja poes naeratatakse.......ok ok ok:):):):)
igatahes, esimene nadal moodus ajavahest tingituna ajusurmas tootades ja magamisrekordeid purustades, s.t. 12- 14 tunniseid oid magades:) olin nagu joodikust mees, keda igal ohtul pidi diivani pealt vaga vaga unisena voodisse aitama........eestis ei lastud magada:) ega ei raatsinudki seda ilusat valget aega maha magada.......kyll oli seal ilus ja tore ja roheline, imeilusad pikad valged suveohtud, linnulaul, vaiksed varsked paikselised hommikud, paevad tais roomsaid kohtumisi armsate sopradega......maailma koige parem eesti sook jne jne jne
igaohtused grillipeod,suureparased teatrietendused, kontserdid, magi-Eesti ja Tallinn......Juuni on vist koige parem aastaaeg....
igatahes aitahh koigile, kellega oli niiiiiiiiiii megatore kvaliteetaega veeta ja ei joua ara oodata kuni jargmise korrani!!!!

Some great shots by me....

here is someone who took all the great pics at my brothers wedding, one sexy looking paparazzo...i think pics of me is taken by my gf:)

Tallinn- my hometown, one of the most beautiful places on the planet EARTH- IN CASE U DID NT KNOW:)

medieval city and life

thats all i know, still don't know anything else.....big song festival and busy busy program, tired most of the time and trying to survive a vacation.

world

no idea whats going on in the world, no idea whatsoever.....there is only one world, little estonian countryside and all is perfect.....supergreen and sunny, only sound is birds singing, no problems.
but, now i am back in the city:)just arrived maybe i will see whats going on in the world now.
happy July:)

We Skipped to Latvia for a sec or two....maybe more:)

I am too lazy and tired to write anything at all...........vacation time is completely different, mood is good and i don't even know whats going on in the world, i did hear about MJ ....and now the world can blow up and MJ is still the biggest news....

mid-summer eve - big party

party- one of those, at my place

Now

the weather is amazing, warm and sunny and food is fantastic........and too many parties every night, 12 days in a row. a lot of work around the house as well.

The way I feel..

I feel that I only have this life here, life of Estonian countryside in summer, I feel that this is all that I have ever had, nothing else, and if there is something else I have had, it's just a dream. I am sure it's a nice dream with some little tiny little bad hints by cockoo people....
well, but that all must make it more interesting and colorful---
It is so amazing here, it is hard to describe in words.....sunny summer days and quiet light light long summer nights.....
and i feel that this is an only place i have ever been.........and it is so perfect here and that the whole world is perfect (I am not high) HAHHAHAHAH
anyways, thats what i feel.... so strange, but it is so wodreful here and fantastic

Medow

life in Estonia

here is some taken at midnight and some at 5 am

Viktoria's graduation

here is someone very special and beautiful

my childhood friends daughter, we had to kill time and took some pics of each other

Rõuge Heights- Estonian Switzerland

i have taken so many pics and hoping to download some soon....here is me..its never dark here and i take pics at midnight....and i just see friends and eat and eat and eat and BBQ AND BBQ etc........one big R & R and eating and some work on the farm....

hard labor camp-

meaning being in a farm in South Estonia.......its great! it is still very relaxing. Nights r soooo super short, just couple of hours and sunsets r beautiful and amazing, i took some pics, i have to try to download them at some point.
yesterday was still so cold, i slept in 2 sweatshirts and 2 pairs of socks and sweatpants and 2 blankets. we never heated the house, today we did and today its warmer as well.
and now i am at neighbours and its getting to be 6 pm and my mom called that sauna is ready, so i am off to the steamroom and beer....
at least i could sleep last night after no sleep for 5 nights, meaning i had 3 hours tops....

Friends forever

Someone asked me if i feel that we r distancing with friends......i think it depends on people....but it is still quite different warmness and closness and our same cultural backgrounds that always keep us close and closer to each other. Does not matter if we don't see a year I feel that it has not been a year...
I am very sensible and realistic person and simple as well and respect everyone....

Just R & R

So its after 3 am and i am up again, super annoying, can't get into a timezone....
BBC and CNN r soooo depressing.....well anyways, in Estonia- estonian living russians have made a song that we will not to be afraid of russia, we will not give them Visa, and if they come we have an army with 1000 bicyclist .........and half of an armed boat and 2 nato planes to protect the border.....
so all is good!!!
I am off to a farm in couple of hours! will be even more R & R

Can't get over Macson

In just 2 months he will be 15 yrs old, over his life expectancy etc......he is great, he is an old man, but he is super.

My hometown Tallinn

It's been quite stormy, yet fresh and weather always with a deep character, as Tallinn itself. And the Baltic Sea
The City is empty of cars, everyone is out of town, countryside or Mediterranean islands getting some sun. We did get some sunny moments yesterday. We also saw a great play!