We Skipped to Latvia for a sec or two....maybe more:)

I am too lazy and tired to write anything at all...........vacation time is completely different, mood is good and i don't even know whats going on in the world, i did hear about MJ ....and now the world can blow up and MJ is still the biggest news....

mid-summer eve - big party

party- one of those, at my place

Now

the weather is amazing, warm and sunny and food is fantastic........and too many parties every night, 12 days in a row. a lot of work around the house as well.

The way I feel..

I feel that I only have this life here, life of Estonian countryside in summer, I feel that this is all that I have ever had, nothing else, and if there is something else I have had, it's just a dream. I am sure it's a nice dream with some little tiny little bad hints by cockoo people....
well, but that all must make it more interesting and colorful---
It is so amazing here, it is hard to describe in words.....sunny summer days and quiet light light long summer nights.....
and i feel that this is an only place i have ever been.........and it is so perfect here and that the whole world is perfect (I am not high) HAHHAHAHAH
anyways, thats what i feel.... so strange, but it is so wodreful here and fantastic

Medow

life in Estonia

here is some taken at midnight and some at 5 am

Viktoria's graduation

here is someone very special and beautiful

my childhood friends daughter, we had to kill time and took some pics of each other

Rõuge Heights- Estonian Switzerland

i have taken so many pics and hoping to download some soon....here is me..its never dark here and i take pics at midnight....and i just see friends and eat and eat and eat and BBQ AND BBQ etc........one big R & R and eating and some work on the farm....

hard labor camp-

meaning being in a farm in South Estonia.......its great! it is still very relaxing. Nights r soooo super short, just couple of hours and sunsets r beautiful and amazing, i took some pics, i have to try to download them at some point.
yesterday was still so cold, i slept in 2 sweatshirts and 2 pairs of socks and sweatpants and 2 blankets. we never heated the house, today we did and today its warmer as well.
and now i am at neighbours and its getting to be 6 pm and my mom called that sauna is ready, so i am off to the steamroom and beer....
at least i could sleep last night after no sleep for 5 nights, meaning i had 3 hours tops....

Friends forever

Someone asked me if i feel that we r distancing with friends......i think it depends on people....but it is still quite different warmness and closness and our same cultural backgrounds that always keep us close and closer to each other. Does not matter if we don't see a year I feel that it has not been a year...
I am very sensible and realistic person and simple as well and respect everyone....

Just R & R

So its after 3 am and i am up again, super annoying, can't get into a timezone....
BBC and CNN r soooo depressing.....well anyways, in Estonia- estonian living russians have made a song that we will not to be afraid of russia, we will not give them Visa, and if they come we have an army with 1000 bicyclist .........and half of an armed boat and 2 nato planes to protect the border.....
so all is good!!!
I am off to a farm in couple of hours! will be even more R & R

Can't get over Macson

In just 2 months he will be 15 yrs old, over his life expectancy etc......he is great, he is an old man, but he is super.

My hometown Tallinn

It's been quite stormy, yet fresh and weather always with a deep character, as Tallinn itself. And the Baltic Sea
The City is empty of cars, everyone is out of town, countryside or Mediterranean islands getting some sun. We did get some sunny moments yesterday. We also saw a great play!

MACSON

here is the dog who does not want to move anymore....hahahah

First Day of Vacation 2009

Well, after all it is 10 hours difference and it is very hard at first, at least up to 4 first days. last night i slept only 4 hours. I am going to be tired.
anyways, Estonia is like a doll land, cute and mini...all is so small and cute, i said that:) weather is not cute, its rainy and gloomy. one of my best gf took off to Creece for a week, she asked me along, i should have gone, since So cal was not and has not been to sunny past month either. The other gf is in Spain. Anyways, i just spend time with those who r left in rainy Estonia. Last night went to see opera, Tosca, it ws good.
Food is great of course.....i am eating all the time.......see how i am jumping from one topic to another, weather, food and opera and friends.
here is a pics of Macson, he is going to be 15 yrs old in couple of months!!! he is great. Tonight we r going to see a play again, with whole fam.

Welcome to Estonia Summer 2009

Lets see, it's gloomy of course.....anyways, my flifgts were smooooth, not too much excitment, besides on the first flight i felt like in a cartoon, when i almost dropped my super heavy carry on on an old man.....hahahhaa, he was very suited and hip, but kind of annoyied....oh well, someone could have helped. Attendant run over to see if he is ok and asked that million times and said, it was close call......yeah, i almost knocked him out. sure.
i felt so bad, like they were giving me dirty looks, in Seattle he offered his help, i guess he was afraid hahahha
so, there was a young juvenile delinguent on a plane in hand cuffs, i actually sat next to him as waiting at the gate and never saw hand cuffs, he was in between young tall men and talking all the time and i even exchanged some phrazes with him.
so sad, so young and in hand cuffs.
oh well.
big flight was smooth, my chair was bad and my bottom started hurting and i ws so tired and fell asleep all the time and the running back and fourth in an aisle and stumpling into me somehow woke me up all the time.
at least i could have unlimited amounts of dansh beer, that for me was just 2 cans hahahahaa and did not have to feel quilty asking it....as in some other flights hahaa
i am on a avacation now!!! and i watched He is just not into u and Pink Panther:)
it went quite fast, the 9 hours over Atlantic and i did not drop anywhere in it nor in Greenland TG
i did think of the crazy thing all the peeps being in this steel box flying in between nevereverlands....
after landing in Tallinn i became emetional hahahaha, i was happy to make it in one piece and happy to see mom and brother and estonian greens.
thats about it. Macson ws slightly suspicious.......but he got over, overall he is 105 hahahahha
travel log to be continued....sorry for typos and other mistakes, u will get over hahaaha

taarapunkt

Mis aastal see oli kui ma viimati taarat viisin? hmm, see oli jube ammu, miljon aastat tagasi, 90ndate algul akki. aga ma maletan, kui ma pidin kooli ajal taarat viima, siis ma vihkasin seda nii kohutavalt, ma kartsin et moni meie klassi poiss naeb mind ja siis hakkab narrima Ega seal taarapunktis ka nii tore olla ei old, haisvad koledate nagudega vene mehed pohiliselt. Nyyd on siis see aeg jalle kaes, et taarat viia ja hoopis teise tundega ning vaga hea meelega. See on muidugi ka teine asi, kas tassid kolisevaid pudelitekotte kae otsas voi siis soidad uue laikiva autoga trepist treppi:) Nimelt kaisime ostsime kontorist yhe teise tibiga kaks kasti Perrier'i s.t. prantuse vett, mis on 330 ml klaaspudelites. Pudelite hind on ostutsekil eraldi valja toodud, ega nad ei maksa midagi, raha parast ei oleks motet seda teha, kuigi ma ju nyyd korjan igast senti, aga et just keskkonna parast, see on palju tahtsam. Vahemarkusena veel, et ega ma kunagi ammusel ajal ei oleks uskund et ma kunagi hakkan poest vett ostma, olen seda juba 10 + aastat teind....kuigi vahepeal nyyd paar nadalat join kraanivett. Nimelt ei joo ma enam plastmasspudelitest vett, voi yldse midagi mis on plastmassi sees. Too juures kain meie kohvikus oma papptaldrikutega ja supi jargi ka oma suure kruusiga. Koik kes midagi ytlevad, neile ytlen, et ma ei soo plastmassi.
Tanapaeval saab taarapunkti koike viia, koik pudelid, plekist, klaasist, plastmassist, purgid jms.
Ja see ka veel, et ammu see oli, kui kilekotid olid jube lahedad ja meil neid ei old ja olid defitsiit, nyyd siis oleme jalle tagasi seal, et kaime oma kotiga poes, igast poest saab osta, vaikse raha eest, paljukordseks kasutamiseks. Kilekott on OUT.
Naljakas, sama see, et mul on juba taitsa ykskoik missugune mobiiltelefon mul on, peaasi et saab helistada, muud mind ei huvita. Hmm, hea kaamera ja laptop huvitavad.........aga muu blingbling kyll mitte..
Kaisime alles paar nadalat tagasi pulmas, paar on molemad prokurorid, parempoolsed puukallistajad, teate mis see on, seda tegelt ei ole olemas. Kuidas oleda, peened keskkonna sobrad:) wannabed:)s,t, et tahavad vaga olla, aga ikka kuidagi ei ole. Ma olen ka, wannabe hipi:) tahan olla, aga siis jalle ei taha ja ei ole ka. yks jalg yhes ja teine teises idees. Nagu et yhe ola peal on inglike ja teise peal kuradike. Yks ostab kalleid disaineri paikseprille ja teine viib taarat ja kulutab vahe. pool paeva kaib tikkkontsaga ja teise poole platade, balettikingade voi tossudega, umbes nii. make up ur mind!!!! YKS OSA tahab eestis elada, teine californias.